Welcome to my website. My name is Joe and I’m going to record a journey using blogs. It starts with me being almost destroyed by a sociopath, betrayed by empathy and punished by my own denial. I’ve been living in a dreamworld, just like Neo, where my ex was my be all and end all. She was a wounded victim and I was her knight in shining amour. The reality was that I was a juicy little piggy and she was a hungry wolf with a pair of tits and lipstick on.

I’m not going to let her beat me. Yes, she hurt me, she reduced me to tears of pure frustration, but its just another challenge to overcome. Shes actually helped me. Shes snapped me out of my denial induced slumber and woken me up. My defences were weak. My border controls were ineffective and I had a ‘Come on crazy ladies, suck my soul away and abuse me’ sign flashing above my head.

I see you now my little disordered gremlins. Your make up, charm, wit and sexy dancing will no longer grant you access to my soul. I’ve been woken by a sociopath.

‘Since we cannot change reality, let us change the eyes that see reality’ – Nikos Kazantzakis